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the bed creaks
my mouth is dry
dry and smooth
like her skin
i watch her
my hands trembling
like hairless mice
her clothes suffocate me
like scratchy ghosts
putting my eye to
the crack in the door
air slinks in
smelling of sex
it tickles my nose
travelling down
until i can feel
it in my gut

my hands twist
together
squirming
beyond the
door i can hear
her moaning
the shifts
in position
clearly marked
her head thrown
back
breasts uneven -
so beautiful
the teeth marks
stand out so clearly
like the teeth marks
on my fingers
i bite them as i watch
gnawing

the heels of her
shoes bite into
my skin
i dare not move
my mouth moves
as another moan
comes in through
the air
so dead in this
closet

i can see his mouth
on her
leaving behind
wet splotches
the sigh of the bed
as they move
together
steals all the oxygen
my mouth searches
for air
and my lips are
red from the teeth
that worry at them

i worry
i worry
sex smell
dirty unclean
i can hear
her call
his name
a name that tastes
like dirt in my mouth
i watch and i see
her face
flushed with color
a woman's face

i simply watch
and listen
my hands twisting
together
mimicking their
fucking

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