poetry
Works
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2004
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- this is just masturbation - not a relationship, just masturbation, she says.
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- untitled - an early morning ramble. stream of consciousness.
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- untouchable yet touched - relationship in hospital.
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- watcher - watcher in the closet as they fuck.
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- white noise - stream of consciousness. written in hospital.
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- yes, mama - little girls grow up.
2003
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- alice - sort of crazy alice in wonderful gone psychiatric.
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- black snake - suicide attempt.
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- can i balance - wanting to go back to self-destruction.
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- can i keep her? - Two girls find comfort in one another.
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- carry me off to sleep - killing yourself slowly.
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- does it really matter? - ambivalence is a virtue.
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- don't hate - alone after dark.
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- everything is all right - looking for health.
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- feather in the wind - a girl whose life is just a 'feather in the wind.'
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- flowing paints - self-destruction. cutting my breasts.
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- forget you're alive - my father and i.
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- god, can i have a new canvas? - self-destruction. again.
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- her final goodbye - Sister's death.
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- hope you will understand - for someone i used to know.
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- horizon - at dawn.
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- hurt me again - The past returns.
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- i am - encounter in a club.
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- i am living - gaining weight after an eating disorder ends.
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- i am nothing - freedom that isn't. this is all that i am.
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- i can't write - writer's block and depression
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- i think not - what i wanted to tell the first boy in my life when it all began.
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- i wish it could be any other way - not ready for love, yet again.
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- i'm done - turning off like like a faucet. disconnecting.
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- i'm lost - in a coffeeshop, thinking.
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- if only i could believe that - Going to the store is like letting a child loose in the toy store. Blades and pills and lighters are what appeal.
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- isn't that all right - not ready for love.
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- it's mine - self-destruction.
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- just fine - the doctors analyze and watch.
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- kill the bitch - self-hate.
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- lost - looking at an old photograph of me.
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- making it to graduation - right before graduation we all go mad.
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- melancholy - what christmas is when you're fucked up.
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- metamorphosis - a girl's change in life.
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- mirror girl - the girl in the mirror, join her.
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- my life - musings way back when.
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- my own silence - self-destructing.
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- never take candy from strangers - Problems with people who seem friendly.
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- odd shaped package - a day in the life.
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- one of them - those stick thin girls. how i wish i could be one.
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- only way - the girl in the mirror
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- sarcophagus - girl living on her own kills herself.
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- shattered china doll - a woman is tired of being victimized. stephen king reference.
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- she did not want my love - lavender/padma. lavender thinks of parvati and settles for padma. padma has her own secret. nc-17. indirect mention of incest.
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- she might write you a letter - somebody said they cared and the world broke apart.
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